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i went to see a very stupid movie tonight... okay, it's not stupid, but i made a poor choice in going to see it... within the first five minutes, i was crying... what the heck???

i love movies... i like watching all sorts of movies about many different things... action, suspense, rom-com, comedy, drama, an occasional sci-fi... it doesn't much matter... love most... however... sometimes, especially when i'm feeling as vulnerable as i am today, it makes it NO FUN to go see a movie and have no control over the power it has over me... even thinking about the things that the scenes in this particular film made me think and feel, i am almost to tears... but not almost... i am there...

so i guess i just felt like venting, although my journal will receive more details than any of you will get... i don't even think i'll write the name of the movie... mostly to spare myself the embarrassment that would surely come!!!  and i guess this entry has little point other than my frustrations as a female...  sorry guys...